{"id":409,"date":"2007-10-05T17:41:39","date_gmt":"2007-10-05T15:41:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/som-en-vid"},"modified":"2007-10-05T17:41:39","modified_gmt":"2007-10-05T15:41:39","slug":"som-en-vidappen-darr","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/?p=409","title":{"rendered":"Som en vid\u00f6ppen d\u00f6rr&#8230;."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/bilder.bloggen.fi\/skruttet\/\u00f6ppend\u00f6rr.gif\"><img src=\"http:\/\/bilder.bloggen.fi\/skruttet\/thumb_\u00f6ppend\u00f6rr.gif\" align=\"right\" border=\"0\"><\/a><\/p>\n<div>Sitter i mitt \u00e4nglapalats&#8230;.. Det \u00e4r fredag och lite planer har jag nog f\u00f6r helgen&#8230;..<\/div>\n<div>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div>K\u00e4nner att n\u00e5got har h\u00e4nt&#8230;. N\u00e5got har gjort att mitt inre nu har \u00f6ppnats, som en vid\u00f6ppen d\u00f6rr! Ut kommer t\u00e5rar av sorg&#8230;.. Sorgen \u00f6ver att jag inte hann f\u00e5 barn inan livmodern togs bort&#8230;.. Men ocks\u00e5 t\u00e5rar av lycka \u00f6ver att \u00c4NTLIGEN ha sluppit endometriosen&#8230;. Vilken obeskrivlig lycka!! \ud83d\ude42<\/div>\n<div>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div>Men jag m\u00e5ste verkligen s\u00e4ga att jag f\u00f6rst\u00e5r&nbsp;nu hur det k\u00e4nns att l\u00e4ngta efter ett alldeles eget barn&#8230;.. En barn\u00f6nskan har jag alltid haft&#8230;. Men under tiden med endosm\u00e4rtan var jag realistisk och ins\u00e5g att jag inte skulle &#8221;orka&#8221; med ett eget barn. D\u00e4rf\u00f6r sk\u00f6ts dessa tankar p\u00e5 barn undan eller \u00e5tminstone \u00e5t sidan&#8230;.<\/div>\n<div>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div>Nu n\u00e4r sm\u00e4rtan \u00e4r under kontroll&#8230;.. Kommer \u00f6nskan tillbaka&#8230;. Och d\u00e4rmed t\u00e5rarna n\u00e4r jag nu f\u00e5r inse att det, av flera orsaker,&nbsp;\u00e4r f\u00f6rsent&#8230;. (Nej: jag \u00e5ngrar inte mitt beslut att ta bort &#8221;allt&#8221;)<\/div>\n<div>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div>Jag vill passa p\u00e5 att speciellt skicka tankar, medk\u00e4nsla och styrka \u00e5t alla de m\u00e4nniskor som ska genomg\u00e5 fertilitets behandling eller adoptionsprocess *famnen full med \u00c4nglakramar*<\/div>\n<div>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div>Lite tunga tankar en fredag&#8230;. K\u00e4nde bara att dom m\u00e5ste f\u00e5 sl\u00e4ppas fram!<\/div>\n<div>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div align=\"center\"><a title=\"Melanie C - May Your Heart\" href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=WMFE1CSeWzw&amp;mode=related&amp;search=\">Melanie C &#8211; May Your Heart<\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sitter i mitt \u00e4nglapalats&#8230;.. Det \u00e4r fredag och lite planer har jag nog f\u00f6r helgen&#8230;.. &nbsp; K\u00e4nner att n\u00e5got har h\u00e4nt&#8230;. N\u00e5got har gjort att mitt inre nu har \u00f6ppnats, som en vid\u00f6ppen d\u00f6rr! Ut kommer t\u00e5rar av sorg&#8230;.. Sorgen &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/?p=409\">Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3,11,14],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/409"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=409"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/409\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=409"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=409"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=409"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}