{"id":4216,"date":"2012-11-06T11:52:20","date_gmt":"2012-11-06T09:52:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/bloggen.fi\/skruttet\/?p=4216"},"modified":"2012-11-06T11:52:20","modified_gmt":"2012-11-06T09:52:20","slug":"karleken-ar-min-drivkraft","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/?p=4216","title":{"rendered":"K\u00e4rleken \u00e4r min drivkraft&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.skruttet.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/11\/baby-heart-red-Favim.com-437732_large2.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignright size-medium wp-image-4219\" src=\"http:\/\/www.skruttet.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/11\/baby-heart-red-Favim.com-437732_large2-300x210.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"210\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/11\/baby-heart-red-Favim.com-437732_large2-300x210.jpg 300w, https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/11\/baby-heart-red-Favim.com-437732_large2-427x300.jpg 427w, https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/11\/baby-heart-red-Favim.com-437732_large2.jpg 500w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>Musiken fl\u00f6dar. Bredvid mig brinner ett vaniljdoftande ljus med f\u00f6rsiktig l\u00e5ga.<br \/>\nJag sluter \u00f6gonen och sveps med i de melodiska tonerna.<\/p>\n<p>Tr\u00f6ttheten \u00e4r \u00e4ckligt tryckande. Varje muskel i kroppens nedre del v\u00e4rker, samtidigt som tigern i mig ryter f\u00f6r att \u00f6verleva.\u00a0Ryter f\u00f6r att orka. Orka k\u00e4mpa den bit som \u00e4r kvar.<\/p>\n<p>Jag gr\u00e5ter ofta av tr\u00f6tthet nu. I bland k\u00e4nns det hoppl\u00f6st. Men inte l\u00f6n- eller meningsl\u00f6st.<br \/>\nJag har ett m\u00e5l. Jag har en drivande kraft. \u00a0Jag har en innerlig \u00f6nskan. Den innerliga \u00f6nskan \u00e4r att f\u00e5 uppleva att v\u00e5r familj blir hel. Att den tomma stolen fylls.<\/p>\n<p>N\u00e5gon inom mig s\u00e4ger: Forts\u00e4tt k\u00e4mpa morsan, det kommer att g\u00e5!<br \/>\nJA! Jag vill bli en god morsa f\u00f6r den lilla \u00c4ngeln vi v\u00e4ntar p\u00e5.<br \/>\nT\u00e4nk! Att man kan \u00e4lska n\u00e5gon s\u00e5.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00e4rleken \u00e4r min drivkraft &#8211; Den f\u00e5r mig att orka,<br \/>\n\u00c4nglakramar!!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=0JVUaHJcZp4&amp;feature=related\" target=\"_blank\">Bon Jovi &#8211; Thank You For Loving Me (Lyrics)<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Musiken fl\u00f6dar. Bredvid mig brinner ett vaniljdoftande ljus med f\u00f6rsiktig l\u00e5ga. Jag sluter \u00f6gonen och sveps med i de melodiska tonerna. Tr\u00f6ttheten \u00e4r \u00e4ckligt tryckande. Varje muskel i kroppens nedre del v\u00e4rker, samtidigt som tigern i mig ryter f\u00f6r att &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/?p=4216\">Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3,7,16],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4216"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4216"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4216\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4216"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4216"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4216"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}