{"id":5697,"date":"2014-02-27T19:34:21","date_gmt":"2014-02-27T17:34:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.skruttet.com\/?p=5697"},"modified":"2014-03-01T15:27:39","modified_gmt":"2014-03-01T13:27:39","slug":"den-listiga-draken-har-overlistat-mig","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/?p=5697","title":{"rendered":"Den listiga draken har \u00f6verlistat mig&#8230;."},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Torsdagen fr\u00e5n helvetet lider mot kv\u00e4ll.<a href=\"http:\/\/www.skruttet.com\/?attachment_id=5698\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-5698\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignright size-medium wp-image-5698\" alt=\"Crying-angel-shadow-angels-33119140-600-496\" src=\"http:\/\/www.skruttet.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/Crying-angel-shadow-angels-33119140-600-496-300x248.jpg\" width=\"300\" height=\"248\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/Crying-angel-shadow-angels-33119140-600-496-300x248.jpg 300w, https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/Crying-angel-shadow-angels-33119140-600-496.jpg 600w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><br \/>\nJag l\u00e4gger mina styva fingrar p\u00e5 tangentbordet. Det \u00e4r sv\u00e5rt att skriva och redan h\u00e4r f\u00e5r jag \u00e4ndra n\u00e4r jag skriver fel.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6verlistad. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5 jag ser mig nu. Draken har blivit smart.<br \/>\nF\u00f6st s\u00e5g den till att g\u00f6ra mig m\u00f6rdande tr\u00f6tt. Of\u00f6rsvarbar.<br \/>\nSen frustar den till och ger mig ett \u00e4ckligt elakt flin.<br \/>\nOch till slut ser vi kampen i vit\u00f6gat \u00e5ter en g\u00e5ng.<br \/>\nJag och \u00c4nglarna &#8211; mot draken. Vi f\u00e4ktar och sl\u00e5ss. \u00a0Sm\u00e4rtan f\u00e5r mig att gr\u00e5ta och skrika:<br \/>\nL\u00e4mna mig i fred! \u00a0H\u00e4r har du inget att h\u00e4mta s\u00e5 vik h\u00e4dan!\u00a0G\u00e5 bort!<\/p>\n<p>Men den h\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen vann vi inte.<br \/>\nDraken lyckades golva mig.<br \/>\nDet \u00e4r bara att erk\u00e4nna sig besegrad och l\u00e5ta sm\u00e4rtmedicineringen ta kroppen i beslag.<\/p>\n<p>Satan! Helvetes Endometrios skit!<\/p>\n<p>Men det \u00e4r bara att bita i det sura \u00e4pplet. Det \u00e4r bara att ta till knepen fr\u00e5n f\u00f6rr.<br \/>\nOch har sitter jag nu, ett helvetesdygn senare, med en m\u00f6rbultad knopp.<br \/>\nDen stinkande sm\u00e4rtsvetten har tv\u00e4ttats av och p\u00e5 en mjuk stol sitter jag helt stilla och inv\u00e4ntar medicineringens verkan. Den borde snart komma. Snart har tiden f\u00f6r full effekt f\u00f6rslutit sedan intag.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c4n en g\u00e5ng l\u00e5ter jag mig omslutas av de mjuka \u00e4nglavingarna.<br \/>\nEn innerlig tacksamhet k\u00e4nner jag till alla de \u00c4nglar som finns i det fina liv jag har. Tacksamt tar jag emot hj\u00e4lpen som de ger!\u00a0Jag vet att jag kommer att m\u00e5 bra sen. Men det kan nog dr\u00f6ja en stund innan jag \u00e4r helt p\u00e5 banan igen.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=1SiylvmFI_8\">Sarah McLachlan &#8211; In the arms of an angel<\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">(Googlad bild)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Torsdagen fr\u00e5n helvetet lider mot kv\u00e4ll. Jag l\u00e4gger mina styva fingrar p\u00e5 tangentbordet. Det \u00e4r sv\u00e5rt att skriva och redan h\u00e4r f\u00e5r jag \u00e4ndra n\u00e4r jag skriver fel. \u00d6verlistad. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5 jag ser mig nu. 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