{"id":628,"date":"2008-06-10T14:28:33","date_gmt":"2008-06-10T12:28:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/p"},"modified":"2008-06-10T14:28:33","modified_gmt":"2008-06-10T12:28:33","slug":"pay-toppen-av","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/?p=628","title":{"rendered":"P\u00e5 toppen av&#8230;.."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a title=\"bloggen.fi\/skruttet\" href=\"http:\/\/bilder.bloggen.fi\/skruttet\/20080610142826.jpg\" rel=\"lytebox\"><img src=\"http:\/\/bilder.bloggen.fi\/skruttet\/thumb_20080610142826.jpg\" border=\"0\"><\/a><\/p>\n<div>I dag k\u00e4nns det som om jag st\u00e5r p\u00e5 toppen av isberget&#8230;. Berget \u00e4r halt och jag f\u00e5r anstr\u00e4nga mig till max f\u00f6r att h\u00e5llas st\u00e5eende&#8230;.Jag har huvudv\u00e4rk, jag m\u00e5r illa, jag svettas, min matlust \u00e4r obefintlig, jag&nbsp;gr\u00e5ter&#8230;.<\/div>\n<div>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div>En tanke som d\u00f6k upp i mitt huvud just:<\/div>\n<div><b>Vore det inte en bra id\u00e9 med uppf\u00f6ljning d\u00e5 behandlingen \u00e4ndras&#8230;???<\/b><\/div>\n<div>Skulle k\u00e4nnas tryggt en dag som den h\u00e4r&#8230;&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div>Hoppas det v\u00e4nder i morgon, hoppas jag kan kl\u00e4ttra ner\u00e5t i morgon, ner\u00e5t f\u00f6r att \u00e5ter f\u00e5 fast mark under f\u00f6tterna&#8230;.<\/div>\n<div>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div>I dag \u00e4r jag mycket tacksam f\u00f6r de piande och plingande l\u00e4tena via datorn och telefonen&#8230;. Och f\u00f6rst\u00e5elsen fr\u00e5n \u00c4nglarna i min omgivning&#8230;. Det \u00e4r guld v\u00e4rt!! Att f\u00e5 vara och k\u00e4nna som&nbsp;jag g\u00f6r, JUST nu,&nbsp;JUST idag, utan att k\u00e4nna sig d\u00e5lig eller otillr\u00e4cklig \u00e4r obetalbart&#8230;..<\/div>\n<div>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div>Det hj\u00e4lper mig att inte falla ner i m\u00f6rkret&#8230;. <b><u>Det hj\u00e4lper mig att vara h\u00e4r och nu!<\/u><\/b><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I dag k\u00e4nns det som om jag st\u00e5r p\u00e5 toppen av isberget&#8230;. Berget \u00e4r halt och jag f\u00e5r anstr\u00e4nga mig till max f\u00f6r att h\u00e5llas st\u00e5eende&#8230;.Jag har huvudv\u00e4rk, jag m\u00e5r illa, jag svettas, min matlust \u00e4r obefintlig, jag&nbsp;gr\u00e5ter&#8230;. &nbsp; En &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/?p=628\">Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[11,14],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/628"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=628"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/628\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=628"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=628"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.skruttet.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=628"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}